1 year

{ July 5, 2009 @ 11:27 am } · { My new life, family, moving, random, school }
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I have lived in Ketchikan Alaska for 1 year now. I spent most of the day at the forth of July activities down town.  I came home and crashed for six hours. I awoke to silence, I came down stairs and the fireworks started. I spent the next three hours on my laptop looking up pictures of my home. Maysville Kentucky. Alot has happened in one year.

My best friend of 12 years is married and expecting her first baby in three weeks. My friend of more years then I can remember broke up with her boy friend and is now with another guy. I have been engaged and ended it. Met the man of my dreams. Cried countless tears. Laughed unmeasureable amounts. Sang thousands of songs. And spent 365 in Alaska.

I can’t say that all moments have been happy or sad. I love and miss my friends in Kentucky, and love my friends in Alaska. I don’t konw if I would change that fact that I moved here but no one ever knows the concequinces our actions will have, good or bad.

Well i gotta go, my family will be up soon.

Bye and be safe

Rebecca Elyse Arthur

WTHey?!?!?!?

{ June 16, 2009 @ 4:26 am } · { random }
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So for my randomness today…. What is it with guys wanting something that they can’t have/ is taken? So I’m dating this guy… we will call him g1… I love him. He is just perfect for me, he sings, he reads, and he can talk to me like we both have brains. So this guy… g2… that I live closer to is being a real a** about it all and that fact that I won’t give him any. Well there is another guy… g3… well he knows I’m taken as well but he still wants me to do things… I keep telling him no but he keeps going and asking for more.

So my question is why do guys, or for that matter any human, want what they can’t have? Any answers… I would love to hear them.

More random things… Triple X is really hot… I’m watching XXX OMW!

Why do licence plates have only 6 characters?

Why do people do drugs?

What is Anarchy 99?

What is it with guys and poking boobs, not grabbing them… just poking the first time they go to touch a girls boobs?

Well this is it for the random things right now… srry for the really randomness.

Until next time keep reading, be safe, and don’t do to many stupid things.

Becka Elyse Arthur…

1 year

{ June 11, 2009 @ 4:35 am } · { My new life }
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Okay so y’all know the one week…. well I just came up with a spin off, “Its been one year since i been at home, hung with my friends in Kentucky.” its a work in progress hahaha.

Well its almost been 1 year and so much has happened…. I dated a total loser, made some great friends, working on my second job, sang my heart out, gotten into a lot of fights with my family (mainly my step dad, it got really bad for a while), got engaged to someone back home, had my ipod stolen, started learn to speak chez, and helped my friends through some really tough situations, oh and i got unengaged.  Thats just with me… what about what has happened in the world? Just trying to find a list online… its a lot.

So I have officially graduated high school…. my senior year was really tough, i wouldn’t do it over for nothing.

It has been so hot in Alaska the past two weeks… lots of sun here… in a rain forest.

So I work for the Duck… its so cool, i love it. I love meeting new people everyday, its so awesome. Plus my boss is awesome too. She has asthma, so I think we relate really well. The only bad part so far is that I can’t get full time, but I’m ok with that for now. I think I get paid tomorrow, but I’m not sure. It would be for a total of about 17 hours, woot, I will be able to buy my ipod with my second pay check.

So guys continue to be stupid as all get out, but when aren’t they? Seriously!  Sorry I just had to get that out, I know they aren’t all stupid, and I’m sorry if i offended any guy out there.

Ok, my biological father has finally gotten full disability from the military… stupid idiot jumped out of good airplanes… anyway… he has been trying to get my address so that he can mail me the paperwork so that i can get money for college. The ass had my uncle call me and offer to give me my dad’s number. The man terrifies me, what am I supposed to do? I settled with my uncle sending me the stuff. I’m so scared that he is gonna come find me. Just thinking about him brings back all those memories that I had worked to forget, and some I didn’t even know I had. What do I do? Help!!! I had almost made it one year with out having to worry about him showing up in my life… now i cry just kinda thinking about him. I would rather die then go back to that… to him… why can’t he just stay out of my life, I don’t even think I’m gonna take the money that he is “offering” me. I have survived without his help this long, I think I can continue to live a happy normal life with out him in it.

OK well I have to go get ready for bed, i have an early day at work tomorrow!!!! Woot!!!

Until next time, keep reading, I’ll try to make it sooner then last time…. Be safe, and don’t do anything to stupid.

Becka Elyse Arthur (confused, but singing my way through it!!!!)

For the want of a nail… weird song survey!!!

{ August 12, 2008 @ 4:48 am } · { music, random }
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Put your iTunes, iPod, mp3 player, ect on shuffle.

Answer The Questions with the song you get.

Your wedding song:
” O soave fanciulla – La boheme
weird opera song lol

Your bf/gf song:“the wizard and i”

Wicked

The Song That best describes your life:
who let the dogs out?

The Song That will/did describe your first kiss:
sweet hour of prayer

The Song That will be played at your funeral:
Dream a Dream

The Song That Best Describes your Childhood:
Something there
(LOL!!!)

The Song You Listen to When Your Mad:
One love

When Your Sad:
Thunder

When Your Happy:
Graduation, i so dont agree with this

When Your Excited:
For Good

When Your Stressed:
Me and My Gang

The Song you listen to when your in love with someone:
Come Clean

The First Day Of School:
Shake It


Last day of school

Ibele Lendleia

Fight Song:
Dear Mr. President
(Funny)

Before The Big Game:
The Worst Pies in london

When You See Your Crush:
Just fine

Song That Describes Your School:
Sent from Heaven

Song that Describes Your Town:
Lacrymosa-Evanescene
(Never put the two together…..)

Song That Describes how you feel when your sick:
Listen

The Song That Goes Through Your Head When Your Getting A Haircut:
The water is wide


Song That Describes Your Favorite Teacher:
Boom

Song That Describes Your Religion:

No One

The Song That You Air Guitar To:
God bless this Child

Um there isnt any guitar in it

The Song You Dance To:
Isiqholo

The Song You Mosh To:
River Lullaby

The Song That Did/will Describe Your First date:
I sing For you

Song You Think of When You wake up:

Defying Gravity

Song You Think of Before You Go To Sleep:
We Ride

The Song You Will Use as the Title:
For the want of a nail

God, why does it have to hurt so much?

{ August 12, 2008 @ 4:32 am } · { family, love, random }
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Ok, so i recently told a guy that ive been friends with for like ever, that i really like him. Why did i have to be so stupid? huh? anyone got an answer to that? Now the conversations between us have just died. I know that if i keep talking to him, and keep working through it, that it will go back to normal. ugh. I just closed the web cam view of him, cause it just hurts to much to keep looking at him, knowing that he doesnt feel the same way about me. WTH am i supposed to do. I really do wanna keep talking to him.

On top of all this, i’ve now lived in alaska for about a month. I really miss home and my friends. School has already started back home, and i feel lost not being in school. I wanna be around my friends, the people who love me, not the people who really could care less about me. I miss them so much that i had a dream about them, we were all sitting around the table that we always sat at. the majority of us seniors were all talking about the senior prank. I miss them so much, god why does it have to hurt so much?

It so sucks being single… oh well that i can live with. but will the pain ever go away from losing my friends and feeling stupid? i sure hope so, and i know it will, time heals all right?

Moving part…. what ever

{ June 16, 2008 @ 7:11 pm } · { moving }
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Ok well i lost track of what part it is. Its down to about two weeks. im leaving on the 27th and should but up there on july 4th. wow independance day in alaska. everything is going crazy around here, packing the last few boxes, geting ready, painting, yardsale. im gonna lose my mind, everyone around here is actually.

 

Sorry i havnt written in a while, but ive been busy doing god knows what. i got back from camping last night, i came back sunburnt, but thats all good, i like them. I went with my friend kayla and her twin kasie. it was alot of fun. its kinda sad cause its gonna be the last time i see my friends for a while, and if i wasnt moving i would be a camp right now, and this camp is like heaven to me, but im moving.

ok well i dont know what else to right, and sorry for the discontinutity, and idont even know if i spelled it right, but i have to go.

 

as always besafe and see ya next time.

 

Rebecca Elyse

 

ahhhhhahhhh

{ May 2, 2008 @ 6:17 pm } · { crazy, school }
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ok, so im seriously about to lose my mind, while in 6th period. im on the schools moble lab, and the computers are really cool. anyway, this day has been one of the worst days of my life, ahhhhh ahhh. im wearing a skirt, which is important because i never wear skirts or anything girly, so i feel really exposed, omg. my day has just started out terrible, i woke up this morning and my mom and i kinda didnt get along, but for the most part we did, she said that i couldnt have a friend over this weekend, and i dont have many more days left with these friends, so i dont know what to do. i got to school and the guy who i really like but i probably shouldnt, was of course flirting with me and he doesnt like me but he just wants something i dont want to give him, or he wont really get it from anyone. he was just being stupid, and i told him he was all talk, and i was getting tired of him saying things with out action, and he backed off. ray, another guy, has this girl flirting with him all the time and he doesnt want to go out with her, but i do and he doesnt like me either. tomorrow is the derby and i have to wear a dress, talk about being more exposed.

i just wanna cry really bad. i left mr. hunter a card saying thank you for teaching me, and that i wouldnt be in there when i was a senior, and he didnt say anything about that, which i am greatful for. i didnt get my solfege done and he said that unfortunate, omg, thats unfortunate, i swear, he makes me hate music so much, and then he insults me but i cant help but be nice to the man, help me understand, please.

so that brings me to now, im helping my peer tutor, which is just slacking, he can do so much better, ive seen him do better, but he refuses, and i just dont get it, then he gets mad when i dont do his work for him. ahhhh, he is driving me nuts, but i have patiance. i have patiance, i have patiance. i wanna go home.

i will probably be in the library next period, working on my editoral in english. i will be happy to have something to do, besides for just looking at the wall.  well the bell is gonna ring soon, i might get on tonight and write some more, and by the way my mom got the job in katchacan, and so did my step dad.

until next time, keep reading and be safe.

 

Becka Elyse

why are people so close minded?

{ April 26, 2008 @ 10:27 am } · { stupidity }
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Ok so i perticipated in the day of silence for the gay – straight alliance, and some people that i never thought would let me do it with out hassle didnt say anything to me about it, like cooper, he even said that if he knew sign language that he would talk to me that way, and he even hit some kid when the kid was making fun of me and saying that it was stupid. Yay!

so the people that are so close minded are even some of my friends. they were all saying that they bet they can make me talk, and they were trying.  they were calling what i believe in stupid, and that it wasnt worth it, i was shocked that some of them were my friends.  ok this is all the time i have to do for this rant.

 

be safe and thanks for reading as always

 

Becka Elyse

shall i compare thee….

{ April 19, 2008 @ 8:21 pm } · { random }
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Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate:
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May,
And summer's lease hath all too short a date:
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines,
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd;
And every fair from fair sometime declines,
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd;
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest;
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade,
When in eternal lines to time thou growest:
      So long as men can breathe or eyes can see,
      So long lives this and this gives life to thee.

	-- William Shakespeare
ok so what does this mean, huh?  it sounds like some guy is
telling a girl as long as you stay beautiful, i will love you so what the hell.
It also sounds like he is saying, if summer would never end you will always be loved.
does he not have the time for her later on?
what do you think of it?

Moving part IV

{ April 12, 2008 @ 3:35 am } · { moving }
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*Sigh*  I dont know how i feel about moving anymore, i was all excited, now im sad and excited. Katchacan is a small island that only has 31 miles of road. So i used to think Maysville was small, now its about the size of lexington or Cincy, compared to Katchacan. To get there you have to eather fly or drive and go on a barge. Its 6 hours on a boat just to get there from british columbia.

 

so thats all i can really think of saying at the moment, i do what to say thanks to all my friends that have helped me through all this. i love you all

as always besafe, and look back for moving part V

Becka Elyse

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