Well its been a while since i’ve written, and im sorry, not that anyone pays attention to it, but hey thats ok. So there is a new development, my cousin, her 40 yr old bf, and my aunt are all moving out in three weeks. Yay!!!! Ok now to me, I should know where im moving with in a month, wether it be to alaska, colorado, or washington. Well i dont want to move to colorado, because i dont want to be land locked. ok well ive been slowly packing becuase my family says that no matter what we are moving with in a year. sometimes i doubt them but hey its my family, some of what they tell me has to be true, right?
I have a fear of moving because i dont want to start a relationship and then have to end it because im moving, that would just hurt to much and be wrong to the guy. and i cant be that mean. I also think im scared of change, but i dont know why. i mean i cant stay in one place for to long, or i feel caged, and then i start to panic. Do you think that a new state would help me not feel caged as much, i mean it will be some place new and totally diffrent. Did you know there is this place in alaska that has the same temp. and weather as Kentucky, its called Catchacan, but i dont know how to really spell it, is is about as good as i can do. Oh well. well this is is right now, im gonna go write about the guys in my life, there has been an interesting development, and some troubling ones as well.
well until later thanks for reading and be safe.
Becka Elyse
