Archive for August, 2008

For the want of a nail… weird song survey!!!

Put your iTunes, iPod, mp3 player, ect on shuffle.

Answer The Questions with the song you get.

Your wedding song:
” O soave fanciulla – La boheme
weird opera song lol

Your bf/gf song:“the wizard and i”

Wicked

The Song That best describes your life:
who let the dogs out?

The Song That will/did describe your first kiss:
sweet hour of prayer

The Song That will be played at your funeral:
Dream a Dream

The Song That Best Describes your Childhood:
Something there
(LOL!!!)

The Song You Listen to When Your Mad:
One love

When Your Sad:
Thunder

When Your Happy:
Graduation, i so dont agree with this

When Your Excited:
For Good

When Your Stressed:
Me and My Gang

The Song you listen to when your in love with someone:
Come Clean

The First Day Of School:
Shake It


Last day of school

Ibele Lendleia

Fight Song:
Dear Mr. President
(Funny)

Before The Big Game:
The Worst Pies in london

When You See Your Crush:
Just fine

Song That Describes Your School:
Sent from Heaven

Song that Describes Your Town:
Lacrymosa-Evanescene
(Never put the two together…..)

Song That Describes how you feel when your sick:
Listen

The Song That Goes Through Your Head When Your Getting A Haircut:
The water is wide


Song That Describes Your Favorite Teacher:
Boom

Song That Describes Your Religion:

No One

The Song That You Air Guitar To:
God bless this Child

Um there isnt any guitar in it

The Song You Dance To:
Isiqholo

The Song You Mosh To:
River Lullaby

The Song That Did/will Describe Your First date:
I sing For you

Song You Think of When You wake up:

Defying Gravity

Song You Think of Before You Go To Sleep:
We Ride

The Song You Will Use as the Title:
For the want of a nail

God, why does it have to hurt so much?

Ok, so i recently told a guy that ive been friends with for like ever, that i really like him. Why did i have to be so stupid? huh? anyone got an answer to that? Now the conversations between us have just died. I know that if i keep talking to him, and keep working through it, that it will go back to normal. ugh. I just closed the web cam view of him, cause it just hurts to much to keep looking at him, knowing that he doesnt feel the same way about me. WTH am i supposed to do. I really do wanna keep talking to him.

On top of all this, i’ve now lived in alaska for about a month. I really miss home and my friends. School has already started back home, and i feel lost not being in school. I wanna be around my friends, the people who love me, not the people who really could care less about me. I miss them so much that i had a dream about them, we were all sitting around the table that we always sat at. the majority of us seniors were all talking about the senior prank. I miss them so much, god why does it have to hurt so much?

It so sucks being single… oh well that i can live with. but will the pain ever go away from losing my friends and feeling stupid? i sure hope so, and i know it will, time heals all right?