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{ July 5, 2009 @ 11:27 am }
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{ My new life, family, moving, random, school }
{ Tags: 1, alaska, Arthur, Elyse, friends, kentucky, Ketchikan, Kisber, Maysville, Rebecca, year }
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I have lived in Ketchikan Alaska for 1 year now. I spent most of the day at the forth of July activities down town. I came home and crashed for six hours. I awoke to silence, I came down stairs and the fireworks started. I spent the next three hours on my laptop looking up pictures of my home. Maysville Kentucky. Alot has happened in one year.
My best friend of 12 years is married and expecting her first baby in three weeks. My friend of more years then I can remember broke up with her boy friend and is now with another guy. I have been engaged and ended it. Met the man of my dreams. Cried countless tears. Laughed unmeasureable amounts. Sang thousands of songs. And spent 365 in Alaska.
I can’t say that all moments have been happy or sad. I love and miss my friends in Kentucky, and love my friends in Alaska. I don’t konw if I would change that fact that I moved here but no one ever knows the concequinces our actions will have, good or bad.
Well i gotta go, my family will be up soon.
Bye and be safe
Rebecca Elyse Arthur
{ August 12, 2008 @ 4:32 am }
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{ family, love, random }
{ Tags: alaska, dream, friends, god, home, hurt, kentucky, pain, school, single, stupid }
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Ok, so i recently told a guy that ive been friends with for like ever, that i really like him. Why did i have to be so stupid? huh? anyone got an answer to that? Now the conversations between us have just died. I know that if i keep talking to him, and keep working through it, that it will go back to normal. ugh. I just closed the web cam view of him, cause it just hurts to much to keep looking at him, knowing that he doesnt feel the same way about me. WTH am i supposed to do. I really do wanna keep talking to him.
On top of all this, i’ve now lived in alaska for about a month. I really miss home and my friends. School has already started back home, and i feel lost not being in school. I wanna be around my friends, the people who love me, not the people who really could care less about me. I miss them so much that i had a dream about them, we were all sitting around the table that we always sat at. the majority of us seniors were all talking about the senior prank. I miss them so much, god why does it have to hurt so much?
It so sucks being single… oh well that i can live with. but will the pain ever go away from losing my friends and feeling stupid? i sure hope so, and i know it will, time heals all right?
{ February 24, 2008 @ 6:31 pm }
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{ Tags: alaska, cousin, family, heat, hurt, moving, night, ranting, raving }
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So I spent the night with my cousin last night, and it was all good until we started tearing into eachother. I would agree that we both said thing that we will regret, or i know i will, i dont even know if she has a conscience sometimes. Well my family and i dont have heat in our house at the moment, and she admitted taht the only reason that she brings be down to her house is because she has heat. I know that she is just tring to be nice but that really hurt, it told me that she doesnt even want to spend time with me, she just puts up with me because we dont have heat, but then when i want to go home she throws a fit and says she is going to be bored because no one is going to be there with her. I want to know what she is going to do when i’m gone to alaska, or where ever we are going. I have to admit that i probably wont miss her as much as she will miss me, and im not sorry. She is going off to job corps to be a chef, and she is probably going to quit when she gets mad or someone makes her cry, then she is going to be mad because she quit, and im not going to be here. I tore into her about her quiting when things got hard and how she always runs home to mom or me. We got into it about how our lives were worse then the others and i knew neither of us were going to win, because we were going to try and one up each other again and again. Well we changed the subject and went to be around one thirty, after we played cards.
Well i guess since im done ranting and raving for a few moments. thanks for reading and besafe.
Becka Elyse <3
{ February 17, 2008 @ 8:46 pm }
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My cousin just sent me a text message, she left her house agian, she is tired of being treated like shit by her step dad, and her mom isnt doing anything about it. She is a lesbian, and i dont have a problem with it, my only problem with her is that she tries to get me to be gay, or atleast bi, and im not that way, she just doesnt get it. We have kinda been on bad terms with each other since the last time she tried to get me to ride the fence, and i dont want to hurt her feelings but im just not that way. She may be trying to move in here, and she wants to move with us when we move to alaska. I think im gonna lose it if she moves in here. omg. *sigh*
